8/19/10

Clouds over Heaven

Everlasting blue
In an infinite world of darkness

You were like a light in the dark, a hope for me too

When you found me, I was still struggling in the mess

Even now there are days where I can't find myself

Even days where I can't find your hand soon enough
I put everything that made me happy on a shelf
Found my armor, shrugged it on again, the weight makes me tough.

Degenerating my self control, guilty for what happiness I have experienced

It shouldn't be this way.