Sweet cocaine

I'll never forget how you taught me to love, to smile,  or to feel so fiercely.
I will always remember how you would stroke your thumb along my temple, flowing with my curves all the way to my waist.  I memorized your smile,  the way you loved all the pieces of me you put back together.  We flowed as one, an entity that separated and meshed as one and many.

Slowly I saw you as you were, before you blinded me with your fire.  I saw the fire for what it was.  A force to be reckoned with,  not fireworks that I had felt inside.  Too late,  your poison had spread.  I left you,  my sweet cocaine.  You left without leaving me your antidote.